Well, I almost weighed 3 bills at my doctors appointment today. 300 pounds. A perfect bowling game. In October 2008, I weighed 212 pounds. That means in 3 years, I have gained 88 pounds. Nearly 30 pounds a year, every year, for 3 years. There are numerous factors, I suppose--adoption, Heather's cancer, and a host of others. My tendency to stress eat has been made obvious. But why do I persist? Why have I lost hope in my ability to be successful?
It's interesting, several years ago, I said that I would never allow my weight to go back over 215 pounds. Either I suck at math, or I lost sight of that goal. I do need to stop now.
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